| ..]][[..tHanKs tO aLL oF yOu wHo maDe iT tOh my pArtY!! i LoVE yOh aLL!! aNd tOh thOse oF yOu wHo nevEr maDe iT..iTs oKay..bUt i mEan jUst aS loNg aS i hAd fUn.. maHyn iT wAs crAzy aS heLL.. My cOusiN aNd tHem wEre thRowIng heLLah aSS cOld wAter bALLoOns aT meH.. n mY mOm dIdnT caRe.. ShE seD tOO bAd iTs yEr biRthDaY tHaS wHy.. sOOh oHH wELLs.. yEh n lIke kImbErLy tHrOO a wAteR baLLoOn aT mE n wEtTed mY wHOLe bAck pArt oF mY skIRt..i wAs sOaKinG aSS wEt!! hO n mY uNcLe poUrd iCe cOld wAter oVer mE [[wAteR n iCe frOm tHe cOOLer]] aNd i wAs frEEzIng!! bUt oVer aLL i hAd fUn.. tHanKs tO RC whO wAs thE ferSt oNe thEre aNd tOh aNgELLa wHo wAs thE laST tO leAve!! hEhe!! tHat wAs a lOng aSS daY feR mEh!! aNd lIkE weN i gOt hOme.. i wAs mIssIng aN enVelOpe frOm mY giFts aNd sO eRgh.. tHat sUckEd!! ..]][[..wOw.. hE acTuaLLy nEveR caMe.. hAww i wAs sAd fEr whiLe bUt i gOt oVer iT caUse i hAd tOh eNjoY mY paRty!! ..]][[..Ohh gOsh.. mY baBy fiNaLLy gOt hiS oWn ceLL aNd im sOh hAPPy caUse nOw i gEt tOh cALL hiM whEnevER i waNt tO!! whOO-hOO.. thE saD thIng iS iS thAt i nEver gOt tO taLk tAh hEm oN hyS biRthDay beCauSe hYs fOne wAs ofF!! i lOvE yeH bRAndOn aLLeN jOhnSon!! ..]][[..CrisZ wAs aT mY paRty gUyZ.. i wAs sOO thriLLed.. hEhe.. yEh sHE wAS on tHe PHONE wiTh jOni at my paRty!! hehe.. cOOL huh!! yeH liKe thAt hUh??
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| ...hEy hEy waSShupp everyone.. how ya'll doen.. ThanKs everyOne fer sayinG happy birThDay toh meh!! heHe.. yOu knO i loVe yOu guyS.. well you knOw what sUx.. everYthihnGs styLL the saMe.. we sTyLL aynt taLkinG likE that!! erGh!! itS all sOOh draMatic likE that! ergh!! its okay thO.. i guEss thats just how itLL be.. right!! tOO bad.. hMMn.. ...hO naHz guyS.. jamie anD anthony arE frienDs.. wOw.. finally!! that was fast!! hehhee.. jaMie shE strOng thas whY.. hahah.. i lOve her sOOh mucH cuZ at leAst she knO hOw to beH stroNg and yeH.. i wiSh thaT meh anD mikE was friends aGen.. hahah.. ...wOw its aLmoSt brandOns behdAy likE that!! itS sOOh cOOL that immAh havinG my paRty on hYs bEhday!! hehehe.. i miSS hem a lot!! ...kErsZalinS cOmminG toH my paRty.. whOO-hoO!!i miSS her a Lot tOO.. hEhe.. sHe neeDah cOme baCk tOh thYs isLand oF hawAii.. ...weLL thas aLL deN immaH biZOuncE outTah heRRR!! paycE out aLL yOu piMps anD pimpEttEs!!
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| hEy wAshhuPP evErYone.. hAHa.. to aLL yoU moTHerS oUt thER.. hApPy mOthErS daY!! hMMn.. yEsterdAy i wEnt tOh thAt onE jaMMin hAwAiiAn cOnceRT and iT wAsnt aLL thAt baD!! iT wAS okaY!! maYhn yOu ppEoplEs.. lIfE sucKs fER meeH.. wE caNt evEn tALk thE waY wE uSed toh tAlk aNyMoRe.. i stYLL reMemBer thOse daYs iN thE beGinnIng weN he diDnT knOw thAt i liKeD Hem.. eVeRythIng wAs aLL gOOd!! we uSed tO haVe fUn bUt nOw itS liKe.. wE dOnt eVen tALk at aLL iN cLass oR weN weRE oN thE fOne.. One oF uS aLwaYs haPPeNs tOh hAng Up beCausE I dOnt wAnt tO caLL hiM waT he waNts mE tOh caLL him.. n iMMah nOt mEntIon iT! bUt liKe yeH.. i wIsh thAt sOmeThiNg wiLL wOrk oUt aNd yOu kNo.. thIngS wOOD geT baCk tO hOw iT usEd tOh bE!! hOneStLy.. i lIKe hIm a lOT buT i cAnt waNt hiM tO be thE peRSon i wAnt hIm tOh be BecaUse i cAnt chAngE hIm beCauSe it jUst ayNt whO he iS yOu knO!! bUt waT is tHer tO dO wHen hEs thE oNe whO cOOd maKe mEh haPPy at tyMes.. And wEN iM thE oNe thAt likEs hiM a LoT.. yOu knO!! bUt yeH!! thEre arE tyMes weN i fEEL liKe crYeN tOO bUt thEn cMon nOw i aYnt gOn bUrst iNtO teArs aT skOOL bEcaUse aT skOO iM sUPPosE tO bE haPPy n i JuSt haTe iT weN ppL eNds uP asKen wAts wrOng cUz yOh knO itLL maKe yOu crY eveN haRder riGht?? bUt yEh.. i dUnnEr jUSt wisH meH fer thE bESt!!
Ohh mY ppLz.. hAha!! daRin yOu knO weN yOu gET yEr lisEnsE You bEttEr bring me hOme frOm scHOOl yO!! haha.. tHas waT yOu seD and yOh beTTer kEEP yeR werD keHZ!! dOOker hEAd!! weLL dArin iF you aYnt gOn brIng meH hOme thAs okaY my brO goN be dRIvinG hahah!!
sHOotZ brAhh immAh gO eDit laTerS agaIn iightZ!! paYce ouT!!
--cHelksTerbeBz
*-->edit<--* hey well i just got back from the movies!! haha!! i went to go and watch 13 going 0n 30 with my mommy!! a litto mother and daughter kinda bonding!! the movie was okay and all but it wasnt bad like wat some ppl said!! it was just okay!! *-->i never bought nothing fer my mommy today cuz im broke lah dat but hey the cool part is that my mommy bought me clothes from jeans wear house!! ho nahz guys.. i got me a new skirt lah dat n its coo!! i got some new earrings too cuz yah kno romeeh dont want to give back my other ones.. ergh i dont care already.. he can have them!! *-->deng he didnt call me today!! all bcuz of yesterday prolly!! sorry but wen am i gonnah have things my way?? more likely NEVER to him!! but thats okay!! *-->shuckz.. i forgot to call brandon today!! uhoh.. ergh.. my bad!! i really wanted to talk tah hem cuz i needa tellem something!! this is like the longest entry i've written. WOW!! |
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| Ohh my gosh guys.. i made up my own poem fer hem and im soo happy for myself!! woohoo!!! keh here it goes.. YOU AND ME When i think of you, i dont kno wat to do you mean everything to me, ohh wait, but not really theres a place in my heart where i want you to start to start a relationship with me, for you to realize what WE could be It may not work out, in which i doubt but it wont hurt to try, or maybe itll make me cry ill treat you right with all my might but please make me a promise, that you will be honest to stay true to me, cant your heart see that being dishonest can break that promise you know i do really i like you so just trust me, i think we were meant to be!!
Thas et thas my poem.. its cool!! hahah!!
kehs anyways thys entry is dedicated to my best friend steven lewis.. well anyways.. mahyn you dont even seem like my best friend.. cuz to meh you ken only have one best friend and thats either me or chris!!okay!! hahah.. but i mean even tho i maybe mean to you.. you know that youll always be my bro and i will always love you fer that!! hhehhe!! keh das et no im out... payce!!
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| hey everyone!! thanks fer commenting my poems but i mean i cant help it if thats how i really feel!! i like him so much and it hurts that he dont even fell the same way but its okay because he already gots the girl he needs!! hey why didnt you even call me back yesterday!! just to let you know, im not mad at you!! who ever be telling you that is just sooh dirty because dat shet aynt true!! i may not be mad but i may be sad at some things that im facing now but ill make et through i hope!! I might not have a birthday party this year but i dont know.. i can but im thinking of not wanting one because this is just not my year!! something recently happened and it makes me soo sad and like my birthday is in less than a month and i dont know if its worth it!! if things change then i dont know but i will let you all know if ill have one because i aynt gon be dirty and not invite you people!! i love you all n im soo in like with him!! heheh!! but then being in like with him hits that sad part soo i dont know!! well thats it for now sooh immah bounce outtah herr leaven yah all with much love!! MuahsZZ!!
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